38. Saint Elizabeth
How I Serve All
I am Saint Elizabeth now entering the room and I greet you from my ancient soul, from my heart.
Yes, I am, I was, I really am an old soul! Always at your service, always in the service of the great, for Him, for SOURCE.
I could not help but serve, for I too am and was a child of Lemurian times and already then committed to serving from the centre, the depth of my heart.
Hear then, my earthly lights so dear to me: EVERYTHING is and can be service! You do not therefore need to enter a monastery, as I did again and again through all my incarnations.
To serve is to follow one's heart. Doing and acting from the heart. When your heart is pure and aware of Him, it is easy for you to serve.
It gets more difficult when you have lost touch with yourself. Then serving becomes exhausting, very much. And inappropriate, fake. You would say today: Not authentic.
Yes, it is important to listen honestly to one's own heart when serving. To be honest and sincere. Maybe you weren't born to serve? Your soul knows. And you will also know, feel, in the center of your being.
When you are not called to serve, turn to that what delights you, which fills your heart with joy and lightness. Do what makes you sing, laugh. In a certain way you also serve: your joy in doing radiates and touches the hearts of your fellow men. And this makes you another burning light of hope and love on EARTH. EARTH is so grateful for all who celebrate life and spread light! It helps her to shine, to nourish, to love, to purify, to rise ever further! Therefore, do whatever you do with love, with the heart!
Yes, and then there are us, the many former priestesses from Lemurian and Atlantic times. Being a priestess, serving in the temple is engraved in our blood. It's not like we always need a priestess gown. Or a temple. Often we carry the priestess deep in our hearts and consecrate our everyday life, the "normal" everyday life in duality, quietly to the great, the holiest. God.
Sometimes, with such a life, a silent pain goes along with it. A deep, unrecognized longing. A longing for "more". After a round dance in silent agreement with the other sisters, priestesses and appointees. After festivals and celebrations, rituals. For HIM. For the light.
We always sing and dance from among ourselves - we can't help it. Centuries-"yes, millennia-old deepest connection to this our deepest being it has taught us. To be with him, her, source. To be for him, her.
It is often the case, and sometimes it is particularly painful, that we find ourselves in a dual relationship. That is to say: In relationships with a man, sometimes a woman who does NOT have being and serving for HIM, HER as a goal or foundation. The soul matures in all these experiences, but it is a painful way.
As I said, serving does not necessarily mean staying and serving in the Temple of Isis. Today there are many other ways to make your heart a temple and serve from there. And that is just as wonderful and welcome from God.
Yes, God, HE, SHE likes it and is grateful for all who spread light on earth by virtue of their love for HIM, HER. He rejoices when we WATCH, with a loving heart on HIS earth created by HIM.
I was a silent woman as Saint Elizabeth. Often immersed in myself, turned away from everyday life. Went about my business, my duties. In my heart I had this burning longing for Him, the Son, the Christ. You know it well, you who read these lines? This longing that nothing can satisfy? Or so it seems?
Yeah, look: Who HE, the Son, once touched in his heart - that is never forgotten! The heart and soul preserve this wondrous memory forever, it remains stored forever, so to speak.
And then comes the longing... This longing that burns. Sometimes. The one who does the craziest things to us. Only because we are looking for the SOURCE, the reason for this burning in our hearts.
Detours are unavoidable, searching everywhere. And yet - do not grieve, dearest soul: all these so-called detours will lead you to your goal!
The way is the goal - a true sentence, indeed. Sense about it, in the silence of your being.
(remains silent)
It is often the case that we lose sight of the goal. Then it's good to know the way. To feel him deep inside us.
You know who's meant by "the way," don't you?
At that time HE called himself a "way", a way to the Father, to the SOURCE, and it is good to trust in this way. Then you can't get lost, you can't go astray.
Well, those are all nice words, aren't they? (smiles)
But what do you do with it in your everyday life? HOW do you go through your everyday life?
Look, it is enough when you consciously nourish your heart with beautiful, good things that remind you of HIM, in whatever form.
Many beautiful souls have always chosen the possibility of expressing themselves through art. Music, dance, painting, writing and much more. Perhaps you like to be creative, creating yourself?
Maybe you like to stand in front of a painting that touches you? Perhaps your lips like to form words that remind you of being?
Search what corresponds to YOU! Your heart will show you the way, even there!
I myself liked to write. Finding words that express my innermost being was a dear occupation for me. Even more: Let me feel in my core - and thus lead to HIM.
Which way is yours?
Open up - there are so many possibilities!
And when you open yourself up, you let yourself be guided and inspired, so you are SERVING!
The circle is closing.
And YOU help yourself to close the circle.
YOU are So'ham - creator FOR the creator. For EARTH. For mankind. And for YOU!
The circle is closing.
SO'HAM
Be a serving creator, serving creation.
I thank you!
(Note: The "O" in the word SO'HAM was shown to me as a perfect circle, a circle of creation. It was strongly emphasized during writing.)